That the General,having erected such a monument,should be able to face it,was not perhaps very strange,and yet that he could sit so boldly collected within its view,maintain so elevated an air,look so fearlessly around,nay,that he should even enter the church,seemed wonderful to Catherine.Not however that many instances of beings equally hardened in guilt might not be produced.She could remember dozens who had persevered in every possible vice,going on from crime to crime,murdering whomsoever they chose,without any feeling of humanity or remorse;till a violent death or a religious retirement closed their black career.The erection of the monument itself could not in the smallest degree affect her doubts of Mrs Tilney's actual decease.Were she even to descend into the family vault where her ashes were supposed to slumber,were she to behold the coffin in which they were said to be enclosed what could it avail in such a case?Catherine had read too much not to be perfectly aware of the ease with which a waxen figure might be introduced,and a supposititious funeral carried on.
The succeeding morning promised something better.The General's early walk,ill timed as it was in every other view,was favourable here;and when she knew him to be out of the house,she directly proposed to Miss Tilney the accomplishment of her promise.Eleanor was ready to oblige her;and Catherine reminding her as they went of another promise,their first visit in consequence was to the portrait in her bedchamber.It represented a very lovely woman,with a mild and pensive countenance,justifying,so far,the expectations of its new observer;but they were not in every respect answered,for Catherine had depended upon meeting with features,air,complexion that should be the very counterpart,the very image,if not of Henry's ,of Eleanor's; the only portraits of which she had been in the habit of thinking,bearing always an equal resemblance of mother and child.A face once taken was taken for generations.But here she was obliged to look and consider and study for a likeness.She contemplated it,however,in spite of this drawback,with much emotion;and,but for a yet stronger interest,would have left it unwillingly.
Her agitation as they entered the great gallery was too much for any endeavour at discourse;she could only look at her companion.Eleanor's countenance was dejected,yet sedate;and its composure spoke her enured to all the gloomy objects to which they were advancing.Again she passed through the folding doors,again her hand was upon the important lock,and Catherine,hardly able to breathe,was turning to close the former with fearful caution,when the figure,the dreaded figure of the General himself at the further end of the gallery,stood before her!The name of ‘Eleanor’at the same moment,in his loudest tone,resounded through the building,giving to his daughter the first intimation of his presence,and to Catherine terror upon terror.An attempt at concealment had been her first instinctive movement on perceiving him,yet she could scarcely hope to have escaped his eye;and when her friend,who with an apologising look darted hastily by her,had joined and disappeared with him,she ran for safety to her own room,and,locking herself in,believed that she should never have courage to go down again.She remained there at least an hour,in the greatest agitation,deeply commiserating the state of her poor friend,and expecting a summons herself from the angry General to attend him in his own apartment.No summons however arrived;and at last,on seeing a carriage drive up to the Abbey,she was emboldened to descend and meet him under the protection of visitors.The breakfast room was gay with company;and she was named to them by the General,as the friend of his daughter,in a complimentary style,which so well concealed his resentful ire,as to make her feel secure at least of life for the present.And Eleanor,with a command of countenance which did honour to her concern for his character,taking an early occasion of saying to her,‘My father only wanted me to answer a note,’she began to hope that she had either been unseen by the General,or that from some consideration of policy she should be allowed to suppose herself so.Upon this trust she dared still to remain in his presence,after the company left them,and nothing occurred to disturb it.
In the course of this morning's reflections,she came to a resolution of making her next attempt on the forbidden door alone.It would be much better in every respect that Eleanor should know nothing of the matter.To involve her in the danger of a second detection,to court her into an apartment which must wring her heart,could not be the office of a friend.The General's utmost anger could not be to herself what it might be to a daughter;and,besides,she thought the examination itself would be more satisfactory if made without any companion.It would be impossible to explain to Eleanor the suspicions,from which the other had,in all likelihood,been hitherto happily exempt;nor could she therefore,in her presence,search for those proofs of the General's cruelty,which however they might yet have escaped discovery,she felt confident of somewhere drawing forth,in the shape of some fragmented journal,continued to the last gasp.Of the way to the apartment she was now perfectly mistress;and as she wished to get it over before Henry's return,who was expected on the morrow,there was no time to be lost.The day was bright,her courage high;at four o'clock ,the sun was now two hours above the horizon,and it would be only her retiring to dress half an hour earlier than usual.
