ON REACHING PETERSBURG， Pierre let no one know of his arrival， went out to see nobody， and spent whole days in reading Thomas à Kempis， a book which had been sent him， he did not know from whom. One thing， and one thing only， Pierre thoroughly understood in reading that book； he understood what he had hitherto known nothing of， all the bliss of believing in the possibility of attaining perfection， and in the possibility of brotherly and active love between men， revealed to him by Osip Alexyevitch. A week after his arrival， the young Polish count， Villarsky， whom Pierre knew very slightly in Petersburg society， came one evening into his room with the same official and ceremonious air with which Dolohov’s second had called on him. Closing the door behind him， and assuring himself that there was nobody in the room but Pierre， he addressed him：
“I have come to you with a message and a suggestion， count，” he said to him， not sitting down. “A personage of very high standing in our brotherhood has been interceding for you to be admitted into our brotherhood before the usual term， and has asked me to be your sponsor. I regard it as a sacred duty to carry out that person’s wishes. Do you wish under my sponsorship to enter the brotherhood of freemasons？”
Pierre was impressed by the cold and austere tone of this man， whom he had almost always seen before at balls wearing an agreeable smile， in the society of the most brilliant women.
“Yes， I do wish it，” said Pierre.
Villarsky bent his head.
“One more question， count，” he said， “to which I beg you， not as a future mason， but as an honest man （galant homme） to answer me in all sincerity： have you renounced your former convictions？ do you believe in God？”
Pierre thought a moment.
“Yes … yes， I do believe in God，” he said.
“In that case…” Villarsky was beginning， but Pierre interrupted him.
“Yes， I believe in God，” he said once more.
“In that case， we can go，” said Villarsky. “My carriage is at your disposal.”
Throughout the drive Villarsky was silent. In answer to Pierre’s inquiries， what he would have to do， and how he would have to answer， Villarsky simply said that brothers， more worthy than he， would prove him， and that Pierre need do nothing but tell the truth.
They drove in at the gates of a large house， where the lodge had its quarters， and， passing up a dark staircase， entered a small， lighted ante-room， where they took off their overcoats without the assistance of servants. From the ante-room they walked into another room. A man in strange attire appeared at the door. Villarsky， going in to meet him， said something to him in French in a low voice， and went up to a small cupboard， where Pierre noticed garments unlike any he had seen before. Taking a handkerchief from the cupboard， Villarsky put it over Pierre’s eyes and tied it in a knot behind， catching his hair painfully in the knot. Then he drew him towards himself， kissed him， and taking him by the hand led him away somewhere. Pierre had been hurt by his hair being pulled in the knot： he puckered up his face from the pain， and smiled with vague shame. His huge figure with his arms hanging at his sides， and his face puckered up and smiling， moved after Villarsky with timid and uncertain steps.
After leading him for about ten steps， Villarsky stopped.
“Whatever happens to you，” said he， “you must endure all with good courage if you are firmly resolved to enter our brotherhood.” （Pierre answered affirmatively by an inclination of his head.） “When you hear a knock at the door， you may uncover your eyes，” added Villarsky； “I wish you good courage and success，” and， pressing Pierre’s hand， Villarsky went away.
When he was left alone， Pierre still went on smiling in the same way. Twice he shrugged his shoulders and raised his hand to the handkerchief， as though he would have liked to take it off， but he let it drop again. The five minutes he had spent with his eyes bandaged seemed to him an hour. His arms felt numb， his legs tottered， he felt as though he were tired out. He was aware of the most complex and conflicting feelings. He was afraid of what would be done to him， and still more afraid of showing fear. He felt inquisitive to know what was coming， what would be revealed to him； but above everything， he felt joy that the moment had come when he would at last enter upon that path of regeneration and of an actively virtuous life， of which he had been dreaming ever since his meeting with Osip Alexyevitch.
There came loud knocks at the door. Pierre took off the bandage and looked about him. It was black darkness in the room； only in one spot there was a little lamp burning before something white. Pierre went nearer and saw that the little lamp stood on a black table， on which there lay an open book. The book was the gospel： the white thing in which the lamp was burning was a human skull with its eyeholes and teeth. After reading the first words of the gospel， “In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God，” Pierre went round the table and caught sight of a large open box filled with something. It was a coffin full of bones. He was not in the least surprised by what he saw. Hoping to enter upon a completely new life， utterly unlike the old life， he was ready for anything extraordinary， more extraordinary indeed than what he was seeing. The skull， the coffin， the gospel—it seemed to him that he had been expecting all that； had been expecting more， indeed. He tried to stir up a devotional feeling in himself； he looked about him. “God， death， love， the brotherhood of man，” he kept saying to himself， associating with those words vague but joyful conceptions of some sort. The door opened and some one came in. In the faint light， in which Pierre could， however， see a little by this time， a short man approached. Apparently dazed by coming out of the light into the darkness， the man stopped， then with cautious steps moved again towards the table， and laid on it both his small hands covered with leather gloves.
